I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying doesn't seem so cruel
I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
I hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me inside
And now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for loving you