I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach, leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape,
to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you,
Will you never call again?
and will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face?
and will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made 
And then I fell down yelling "make it go away"
Just make a smile, come back and shine just like it used to be
And then I whispered "How could you do this to me?"